Like a winter tree
Straining for the sky,
Looking for signs
Of a returning sun.
You are days
From breaking,
Hours from creaking
and minutes from rainfall.
Oh, the mistakes.
Like a winter tree
Straining for the sky,
Looking for signs
Of a returning sun.
You are days
From breaking,
Hours from creaking
and minutes from rainfall.
Oh, the mistakes.
They said he was misunderstood,
Neglected and bruised,
A warrior falling through cracks in the pavement.
I saw nothing but a puffed up man
Filled with self love and anger,
An egoist dancing on hearts in the suburbs,
And the film was much better for that.
She had a face like a photo-fit
Or the kind you’d find on beer mats,
A grimace from a court sketch,
A frown all ridged and unwell.
She was someone else’s graffiti,
A stuttered chapel prayer,
A feeling something’s never right,
A dizzy, spinning moon.
They chattered hatred,
It wasn’t paranoia,
You could smell it in their hair,
Burnt toffee and smoke,
I stood on the periphery,
Another unexplored argument,
Awkward with shame
And dizzy with doubt,
I was one of them once.
I saw your eyes whispering
Sad-hearted lullabies,
Their heavy lids fluttering
A makeshift release,
You lay in bed
Like a soft, settled sand dune,
Pretending to sleep,
A sadness resigned,
There was nothing
I could do,
The summer had fallen
Into bleak winter dreams,
I took
A long, cold
Look at myself,
I was begging.
We wrote it on walls
And the weather erased us
Autumn was ruined
When it’s clear you’re the second choice
And the night is a quiet as a distant moon dying,
When nothing you say comes out like it should
And loneliness gathers like dust,
Sing.
It’s a deafening scream
When the vampires cry back,
Their faces turned youthful
As their sour tears collide
With the truth on a precipice,
A dog on a string,
All pathetic and boney,
A moment from darkness.
An improvised blackout
Takes the eyes of the generals,
There are truths in the night sky,
A pale whine pervading,
Where they once sat untouched
They are now sad and broken,
A whispering hollow,
A humbling bond.
The shadows play tricks,
All moon sprayed chameleons
And desperate darks,
They set things on fire
And sing songs in unison,
Love dies in seconds.